"Sometimes a light surprises the Christian while he sings;
It is the Lord who rises with healing in his wings.
When comforts are declining, he grants the soul again
A season of clear shining, to cheer it after rain."
(William Cowper, as quoted in titled book)
Jamie Langston Turner has long been one of my favorite authors. Her books have caused me to peel away a layer of protection and deal with the deeper issues of my soul. Although each book stands alone, I suggest you read them in order; the timeline progresses as certain characters make multiple appearances.
The quote from Cowper completely captures my experience with worship. I hope his words bless you today, as they have strengthened me.